Para Mi Corazon, Emotional Intellligence and Authenticity.

Friends at Pattern Realm,
Pattern Realm, perhaps you look at the news and feel the whole world’s gone crazy. There’s economic and political upheaval even in your own country, and the slaughter of unborn innocents. Not to mention those with disabilities in rural areas facing logistical problems in living independantly. Honestly, there are days I lie in bed and pray, crying out to Heavenly Father feeling like I want to go Home. Days I just feel likke giving up Because in a world where dreamers and thought leaders are craving fellowship and finding none the sting of that hurts living on. Catastrophizing and self doubt are the tools of fear that are enemies of our success. I know them all to well suffering from bipollar disorder PTSD and imposter syndrone. But then I think about a Sunday discussion a few weeks ago at church when my bishop opened up a discussion about the founding documents of America. More particularly what stirs me is talking about what the pursuit of happiness really means. It doesn’t mean being fakke and selling out on the promises you make to Heavenly Father. It means seeking virtue. And the beauty is in The Restored Christian Church that we have a lay ministry where the Bishop teaches and oversees on Sunday and works his business most of the week. And I think to myself, if the bishop can be self reliant and empower himself why can’t I. Seriously, I know there’s times we want to give up patience and lose heart and hope. I’ve felt that many times. But there is always a solution. It’s easy for wealthy people if they need a vacation to hop a plane. But being disadvantaged, I don’t turn to mota for a vacation, I use my mind for virtual vacations, and believe me one is in order. But I am allso mindful of the combined wisdom of Dr. Delatorro McNeal II and Tony Robbins when they say “It’s OK, to not be OK. Just don’t stay that way.” In short, turn your pain into something beautiful and flip the switch to change your physiology to turn on confidence and find your inner war cry. When I was a teenager I would hear my parents and grandparents say “Time flies.” I’d say “Speak for yourself I’m going to live forever.” But at age 56 and losing family the past 2 years I have come to see that they are right. Time is all to short. De mi corazon al tuyo, I know you all have good and bad memories as collectibles. Days comes when it feels like a nightmare, but remember dreams can come true. Para mi corazon. There’s days when I have to get out myself, I tell people “I love you” before I hit the door. There’s stuff I have to do, dreams and goals to pursue. As I said 2 episodes back, there are times it hurts so bad that you have to let certain people go so you can do what God calls you to do. Those people you let go will look around and wander how you’ve succeeded so well. At times I feel unseen by the community around me, and that’s why I’m in pursuing my goals and dreams. Maybe in what I said in the early part of last paragraph I told mi Esso lo se. But I love you Pattern Realm, each and every one of you in this audience subscribers, commenters are very important to me. However whatever trials you’re going through, I am with you in love, and the Lord is there for you. Princessa, and I know I told my Mama the same things. Problems is telling other people besides them can be a recipe for stealing your dreams. Para mi corazon hablo en Espanol porque yo veo that while everything’s not new under the sun, we still have to find joy through virtue in any way we can. In the past 2 years I lost my birth father, and an uncle by death and another uncle by misdeeds. As a mystic sometimes I have to use the foresight God gave me to see a better world and answer, para mi cora In Christ Jimmy Hendrick LGP

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